I wanted to go back to flight school, so I went ahead and filled out my 8500 form. Well on the form I put that I toke buspar and lexapro. Yeah I didn’t realize that was an issue.. so I gave a confirmation over to the AME. Well he called me and said he can’t do the exam and left me at that. He opened the form. So he told me to contact the HIMS AME. He wanted 3000 grand. Okay yeah not worth it I thought. Ill just let it sit. Well today I login into the medxpress and see I can start a new application. Oh cool I thought he deleted it or something. So I fill it out and yes I lied and saw a doc and got the medical. then looking back at the forms I release that was really dumb and the previous application is still active. So now I have an active medical, but also I guess a deferred or denied application at the FAA. So, I’m almost positive I’ll never fly again. Once they find out I lied on that application when my previous one was deferred or denied.