I have flown roughly 25 hours with a CFI. I always feel comfortable with him being present, because I know he will correct my error. And for some reason I feel like his presence makes the plane safer.... or stronger. Weird I know, perhaps its the safety blanket he provides.
But when im by myself if I take off and the wind starts pushing me off to the left or right I get nervous but I usually overcome that quiet easily once at cruising elevation. However, I've never gotten used to turbulence, no matter where I am I get white knuckled everytime, I will squeeze the yoke until it becomes apparent I have to lighten my grip, then im on "red alert" for the slightest of turbulence...... it makes most cross countries stressful if I encounter turbulent air, if I dont then im super relaxed.
I've talked to a few buddies who fly and one of them is kinda crazy, he said he absolutely loves it, gives him a rush...... I'll be getting current again this week and hopefully we can address this issue. I like knowing where the breaking point of any equipment or scenario Im in to recognize the hazards so I don't ever reach that point, the problem is that I have no real way of knowing how bad the turbulence truly is and what would snap a wing off (my worse case scenario), which is why I want a parachute