This pretty hard for me to write but I'm just trying to get information so I can know what my options are. Basically helicopter flight training for the Navy has not gone as well as I hoped. It started when I began Basic Instruments, I struggled to get the instrument scan down and do the Oscar Pattern because I was rushed through the BI sims we do before we get to the helo and didn't really gain much from it. On top of the the sim is different from the helo in terms of handling so I had to deal with that as well. Due to these struggles I basically came down to a last chance flight, passed that and passed my check ride, but needless to say I was on a thin rope going into Radio Instruments. I did fine in RIs, and only had two check rides to go. The first is to see if I can still do all my normal and steep approaches,sliding landings, and auto-rotations. The second is the RI check. Well it had been almost a month since I've been able to practice approaches and do auto-rotations so needless to say I knew I was going to be rusty but I was going to give it my best shot. Well the check didn't go well, and now I sit here waiting to see what my fate will be. I'm just disapointed because I've come so far and am only a month and half from wings and now it that dream might be taken from me. I'm also kinda frustrated because it just seems like they don't care about you or your training they only care about meeting their numbers. There's been quite a few flights in training where I felt I could have gotten better quality. Now granted many people get through this training alright but I find that everybody has had different experiences. I still love flying though and I still want to continue doing it If I get the boot from military flight training. So I'm just trying to get advice on what I can do to advance my aviation training in the civilian world.