Thanks for all of the suggestions and comments on my situation. I still haven't decided what I'm going to do, but here is the current issue I'm dealing with.
Say I decide I'm not ready to give it up just yet and I want to do the 709 ride to keep my cert.... How? I guess I could go to another airport and see if they will allow me to rent from them, long enough to get the 709 ride done. But that would just be a short-term situation, I really want to fly at the airport 10 minutes from my home for a variety of reasons... so once I pass the 709, then what? Sit on my cert and not fly until I can purchase my own a/c, and then get dual-time to get me back to being current and safe?
Rather than stop just give yourself limits like they did when you were learning.
Actually, I was doing this. After the 1st incident, I've been even more selective on the days to fly, until I got my confidence all the way back. For example, yesterday the sky was clear and the winds were light (4-7 and nearly right down the runway).
If I may ask... What were the two incidents? Was there any similarity between the two? What damage was caused each time? What were the CFI's comments after you went up after the first one?
Yes, very similiar. The first time, right at touchdown, the nose went to the left and did what I've heard referred to as a wheelbarrow where one of the mains comes off (in this case the right main), the prop hit the runway and off into the grass. Prop had to be replaced, but I believe they tore down the engine and found it was ok. In prepartion for my first 709, I flew with 2 CFI's, and we worked on x-wind landings and I learned alot and we did some in pretty decent x-wind conditions (80-90 degrees off the runway at about 10-12 knots) and they were both satisfied with my performance. The 709 ride didn't go as well as I hoped, but the FAA guy wanted me to do 1 more session with a CFI, so I did my Flight Review since I was about a month from needing to do it anyway, and it went well.
Yesterday, similiar situation, however there was a minimal x-wind component this time. Wind was 220-230 at 4-7 and I was landing runway 25. After touchdown, as I was transition into taxi-off-the-runway mode, basically right before I raised the flaps, the nose again went left, right main came off the ground, prop hit a light this time and not the runway and off into the grass.
Initially, my only explanation was that the wind quickly changed direction and gusted from behind, but as I thought about it last night when I couldn't sleep, I got to thinking that this time it might actually have been a mechanical failure. As I replayed the trip around the pattern in my head, I remembered that as the a/c left the runway on my takeoff, the nose went to the right. I attributed this to me just holding too much right rudder. But it seems like if something weird happened with the rudder on touchdown, the right main would have come off the ground and I would have been along for the ride? Am I just trying to come up with an explanation that doesn't put me 100% at fault, or is it plausible?