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A man at his whits end
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People, I am attempting to get a 1st class medical in the (perhaps vain) hope that I can eventually have a career as a pilot or even atcs. However, I have some problems in getting medically cleared from my mental health history. Stemming from me taking ssris to manage my symptoms I was told that as part of the si application I must take the cogscreen in order to be considered. I then got in the process of getting on an approved medication for the si. Well lo and behold come testing day the neuropsychologist tells me there were some results that would be deemed "aeromedically significant" and for me to do additional testing. I did the additional tests and the results were more or less the same; my scores in several areas like working memory were at a threshold where I would likely be denied according to the tester. It was the backwards digit span (bds), the trailmaker (which I had trouble finding the next point) and the tests involving the numbers (like the previous number test) that I did poorly on. I did above average on the tovas for reaction times and vigilance, don't know if that helps my case. I asked about some mitigating factors like getting better on the cogscreen or some exercises to help with the areas I did poorly on and the neuropsychologist said that it could help. There's this group called Optimal Aviation that he suggested I could try and it looks promising though I have my doubts of its efficacy. I'm considering trying that and luminosity in hopes of getting a better shot at the cogscreen again. Is this even a viable option for me? If I could actually study for the cogscreen I wouldn't even have this mess in the first place. I don't get it.
When I heard this news from him I decided I might as well try for an si authorization anyway. I still have to take the physical with my hims ame so perhaps some other insights for my defense could be made. Who knows, maybe amcd will grant mercy? But I am not deluded enough to think that will happen. Is it a good idea to try it anyway or just wait until I get better at the testing to where it wouldn't likely be an issue? I am worried about a denial which is a career ending decision from the faa before my career ever takes off.
It is just infuriating that subpar performance on tests that aren't even like a checkride or knowledge test will determine my fate. If I really did have "aeromedically significant cognitive defecits" wouldn't that manifest in failed checkrides or concerns from cfis/dpes? I don't even have a drug problem yet I still must report to HIMS! There has to be another way for things to work? I know I am ranting here its just that this process has been lengthy and very expensive. The cogscreen makes me feel like a sack of garbage, that I am not smart enough to fly a plane let alone even have the privilege of taking flight classes. And I don't even have a career in flying! The torment must be even higher for actual pilots. What a sick twist of fate this is.
When I heard this news from him I decided I might as well try for an si authorization anyway. I still have to take the physical with my hims ame so perhaps some other insights for my defense could be made. Who knows, maybe amcd will grant mercy? But I am not deluded enough to think that will happen. Is it a good idea to try it anyway or just wait until I get better at the testing to where it wouldn't likely be an issue? I am worried about a denial which is a career ending decision from the faa before my career ever takes off.
It is just infuriating that subpar performance on tests that aren't even like a checkride or knowledge test will determine my fate. If I really did have "aeromedically significant cognitive defecits" wouldn't that manifest in failed checkrides or concerns from cfis/dpes? I don't even have a drug problem yet I still must report to HIMS! There has to be another way for things to work? I know I am ranting here its just that this process has been lengthy and very expensive. The cogscreen makes me feel like a sack of garbage, that I am not smart enough to fly a plane let alone even have the privilege of taking flight classes. And I don't even have a career in flying! The torment must be even higher for actual pilots. What a sick twist of fate this is.