Southpaw, no sir, I don't feel bad. I never started training with a career in mind or a timeline. Basically have just loved flying and airplanes since I was a kid. The passion (or money) don't run in my family, so I was never pushed or told "you can do that for a career if you want." It's always just been a passion as a hobby. So, with all the CFI's I've had, I've started the training with "I'm in no hurry here, I just want to fly airplanes." I think that has kind of added to how long it's taken me so far, but I feel like I'm closer now than any time over all the years.